One thing is for sure... we can't make every one happy at a particular given moment. If we try to make some of them happy, automatically the rest ones think we r not giving any attention to them. And by all true means, if we try to make everyone of them happy, we become the least happy person then. somehow we lose our significance to them.  true that expectation makes us greedy & fulfillment of expectation makes us even more.  but when that expectation doesn't fulfill from their point of view, they think we r changing, they never try to understand in which situation we r going through. If we don't tell anything personal to those close ones bcoz of some prejudices, they think we r avoiding them. which ultimately results a misunderstanding. finally, the natural happiness of our achievements to them drastically changes in silly colorless wishes. distance between persons occurs just bcoz of procedure of thinking & taking something into consideration, not bcoz of geographical distance in true sense.

Its more than 2 years now exactly, I re opened my blog. perhaps I should be happy for that, but the main reason is, I wanna write down something here. Something which I wanna share with my self & to express in writing. main thing is, writing is a good thing. No matter whether its blog or anything else... or whether anyone is following the blog or not. important is, the independence & scope of writing is available here.
 the problem is, I can't access my blog to write from my java phone. thats why the connectivity between my urge to write something at any moment & availability of my computer doesn't really happen most of the times. And when the connectivity occurs, feelings somehow disappears for that moment. Ironical. :P
whatever, keeping the thoughts in black & white is the ultimate usage of any blog. :)